Reflections on my last year as the divorce detectives |
what may well be my final post as the divorce private detective agency in delhi India. My blog
post well has run dry as of late for a couple of reasons, not the least of which is that I feel that the story
of my divorce has, like a good book, come to a natural and satisfying end.
co-parenting relationship. That we put our children first and are consistently respectful and
compassionate towards one another.
significant amount of self-awareness, forgiveness and kindness, on both parts. Perhaps that’s
why I feel like I don’t have anything left to say about my divorce: it happened, it was horrible for a long
time and then after a lot of hard work, it got better.
custody arrangement, took ownership for the role each of us played in the demise of our marriage
stumbled then found our co-parenting groove, supported one another through single parenting and
respectfully began the process of introducing new partners to our children. And through it all we
learned to laugh again.
I’ve learned from my past mistakes to forge a better, stronger more authentic version of myself and
I’m ready to focus on the next phase of my life: The after Wife.
coaching certification to help others transition through divorce with dignity. I hope you’ll join me on my
journey but as it’s a time for reflection, here’s a look back at three major events happened in 2015 that
made it one of the most challenging but ultimately most rewarding years of my adult life.
doctor. Strange symptoms persisted, tests ensued but because she is fierce and funny and fucking
fabulous, I refused to believe that it was anything serious. But then she called and said those three
words that you never want to hear from someone that you love: I have cancer. I was in denial and
angry and all of the feelings rushed over me.
sass and be well once again. We know that she is one of the lucky ones who caught the cancer
early and dealt it a big dose of NOPE. I have other friends who are not as fortunate; they are Stage
4 & not Stage 1 but they are living each day to its fullest and doing all of the things.
of our finances and investments. He is a CA, financially savvy and actually likes studying things like
interest rates, budgets, stock market indexes.
new condominium development. I went from not making a single investment decision in my life to
buying three pre-construction condominiums in Vancouver’s over hyped real estate market. Seemed
like a great decision at the time.
me that I should have financing for my purchases in place by late summer. That’s when I realized that
I had flippantly made a high-risk, uninformed investment decision without fully considering the impact it
would have on my family’s savings.
dear friend Reetu Sharma I was approved for the mortgages.
these Super Women were experts in their fields. I’m proud to call real estate agent Deepak,
accountant Candace Nancke and notary Brenda Petrie My Squad and I wouldn’t have gotten through
this endeavour without their savvy, compassion and patience.
about defining my investment goals, having a healthy relationship with my money and planning for my
family’s financial future. Our story was even featured on the front page of the Investing section of the
Globe and Mail, Canada’s National newspaper. The publicist and the parent in me were very proud.
renowned Chopra Centre, I came back with a renewed sense of confidence, calm and commitment
to my mental and physical health. While I was there, I also met several amazing people that I am
proud to call my friends.
acceptance and forgiveness; of others and also towards ourselves. One of the most resounding
revelations from a week filled with deep reflection, oceans of tears and deep belly laughter was
this: I am worthy of love.
but I had not found lasting love for the simple reason that I didn’t feel deserving.
to accept that I was indeed worthy and to let someone wonderful into my life. But I did and it was
the best thing that I have done in a very long time.
night we first met, he has shown me through his words and actions that he is committed to me.
He is present in my life and makes an effort every day to prove to me that he is a good man, a
kind, funny, emotionally strong and evolved man.
but did not move in together. My boys and I live upstairs and he and his children live in the suite
below.
kids time to get to know one another, be comfortable in their new home and understand that
although their parents are in love, it will never diminish the love we have for them.
collective brood are a testament to that: they are happy, well adjusted and thriving. They are
happy because their parents are happy and dedicated to them and to one another.
could have imagined.